"Smoked" or "Cured"?

It's been 441 days since my transphenoidal surgery. My posts have become less and less frequent as I struggle with knowing what to write!
Sure, I could just blog about nonsense or whatever is in my mind that day but this blog is suppose to be about my journey with Cushing's so it doesn't seem right to turn it into a diary/journal of nonsense.
But the truth is, my Cushing's situation hasn't changed much in the last few months. I'm still having doubts about whether or not I'm really cured and still struggling dealing with the aftermath of it all...

The sound of silence

It's been over a month since I last posted and in fact I failed to post on a fairly significant day (well, significant for me anyway), my 1 year post-op anniversary.
There's a saying: No news means good news, and though that is usually true for me, this time it isn't quite...
Not to say that things have been going particularly badly, but I guess I've been slightly reluctant to post because when I think about what I want to write, I somehow feel like I'm sounding like a broken record. Still haven't lost any weight, still having issues with self-esteem, still having difficulty feeling "normal"...

Miracles are for a purpose…

   A few weeks ago, both of my church services had messages which really touched me. The last few weeks were so busy that I didn’t have the opportunity to write about them sooner and in fact I’m glad I waited because even more things happened which were related to them...